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[28 Mar 2005|12:36am] |
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I finally figured out what i wanna do with my life its a long shot but i think i can make it work! I'm gunna be a piercer by day and by night im gunna travel the underground stand up comedy scene and do those i like telling jokes and making ppl laugh so why not make a career out of it and i love pierceing and mody monifications and i want more so if i become a piercer i can do that all i want its perfect! plus i got jokes written already today at work i wrote one on how relish runins perfectly good food, fuck relish anyway umm got my eyebrow pierced thats cool it suits me i think..thats about it. Throwdown is next week and that rules
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| Life.... |
[17 Mar 2005|07:53pm] |
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I just found out a lady my mom and dad are friends with and who I know farely well is going to die tomorrow she is in a coma and they are taking her off life support. This makes me very upset I can't believe another person I know is gunna die what the hell I feel so bad for her family and friends like nobody needs to deal with that it was so sudden and she is so young It's just not fair not one bit. Notto sound selfish at all but i have been surrounded by death and hate and just all around bad things my whole life it almost cancells out all the good things I have. I don't wanna go through the rest of my life worrying about when or how I am gunna die, nobody should. why can't the people who need or deserve to die bre the ones who get the illnesses, and yes there are people who deserve to die but I won't get into that. I just don't know what to say life is too short I suppose. what else? I am on a diet because i am turning into a fat piece of shit so when im skinny i can make fat jokes again! yesss hey call me an ass but at least im doing something about it. O! I am supposed to be going to disney world in october I say supposed to because some ppl are making it difficult for me to be able to go and also myself going might runin it for other ppl but I hope none of that happenes and we all have good times wich it will be I have been waiting to go for so long I was promised by my dad when i was little he would take me but we all know how good his promises are.
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| tisk tisk tisk |
[28 Feb 2005|11:18pm] |
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well this is odd let me get this straight because I have a bad past of folling around with girls I'm not allowed to change? no fuck this and I hear of a guy I was once friends with taking advantage of a very special girl while she is drunk and it's ok with everybody? nobody says anything to him and yet i am still a horrible person? thats wrong sure i deserved what i got before cause i did treat some girl unfairly but I never once fooled around with a girl I didnt have feelings for not once! and I never once got a girl drunk then stayed sober and got them to suck my dick! thats wrong very very wrong? O and so cause im a guy my feelings cant be hurt I have been used but thats ok cause im not a girl as soon as you have tits your the only one with fucking feeling. i was in love and probably still am I have it bad for two very special girls and they wont even talk to me in person cause they think all I want is sex? well sex taks two ppl and well lets face it girls you both were willing to let me fuck you so there. but now thats all in the past and ppl can't seem to understand that everybody makes mistakes,heck I was a mistake but here I am maybe most girls who liked me view me as a mistake all i know is my heart belongs with one specal girl and that will never be
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| it makes me sick |
[07 Feb 2005|12:27am] |
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so I was reading the paper today i read a story about how a 13 year old kid shot a 15 year old kid, how the fuck does that happen? a 13 year old kid gets ahold of a shotgun to shoot another kid in cold blood? when i was 13 all I thought about was wrestling and girls, thats about it o, and trying not to get grounded. This sickens me that the society we live in a kid can get a gun, the fact that anybody can own a gun is stupid but.. argg fuck im so mad im rambleing on and not makeing sence. I dont wanna live in a world where i need to be walking down the street see a kid in a fuckin ninja turtles hoodies and think he has a gun it's not right. and another thing if somebody gets shot ie a native by a white man ITS NOT ALWAYS RACIAL! jesus christ tell the fuckin natives to stop crying becuase some punk ran up to a cop with a knife and the cop shot him. he didnt shoot him cause of the fact hes a minority it's cause he had a god damn knife fuck i wish i could sit and talk with these ppl and try to reason with them but there is no reasoning with stupid people it just doesnt happen
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| hi there new journal |
[24 Jan 2005|09:11pm] |
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hey sara and kelly poking fun at me cause im starting my life over and i wanna better myself? i hope that makes u feel like a better person. anyway im really sick i have a dry cough and constant nose bleeds its terrible totally ruins my day.day 4 of not smokeing was a tough one got tempted so many times but i held out im proud of myself hrmm what else o goin to kyla's this weekend to hang out should be fun always is i always for get about my problems when i go there and just laugh all weekend its amazing kyla and bruno the only family that makes me smile constantly they never judge me or piss me off and for that i love them. hrmmmmmmm work sucks latly i better get my raise or i swear im gunna stab my boss fuck some girl(no names) got a 75 cent raise and shes a terrible worker! wtf is that! me, and other employees work our asses off and for what a ten cent raise jesus christ arrrrrrrrrrg CURSES! anyway if you like pron check out pleasebangmywife.com god damn greatest concept ever lol
! O! trying to find a pic to fit in my default pic on thie flippin site was so hard nothing fits i was getting mad so i stuck with the same one as my other journal hopefully i find a new one ..till we meet again
p.s. how do i make my journal all cool and such somebody help me thx
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